being a hermit

you know you are addicted when:

1. you will be sitting on the couch before the show starts

2. when you insist on all your friends watching the series with you so as to not miss a single detail

3. when you use it as an excuse to take a break from studying

4. when you are actually looking forward to every episode and how you cant stop rambling about it

5.when you realise that you want to get the dvd and soundtrack

hahahah...well so what exactly am i hooked onto? well believe me or not, the main reason of getting addicted is primarily the plot which was adapted from a japanese manga.this is a must watch.=]

well of course its a bonus to see a goodlooker act so well.=]

catch the sun

i had sucha awesome weekend.

even though i got a bad tan line on my back it was well worth it. i spent saturday afternoon chasing the sun rays with grace. we managed to soak up the sun together and chilled the rest of the afternoon.today im just feeling pleased with everything around me. the blue skies,white puffy clouds and the breeze just provided the perfect sunday afternoon for me. i love just doing nothing and enjoy the lazy hours -much like those countless afternoons in Australia. i miss australia. i think i miss the laidback atmosphere it emanates the most. i still remember those afternoons where i would drag my friends to the beach with a whole stack of magazines,packets of chips,sunnies,towel and stroll to fairy meadow. somehow when i recall these things, i smile at how wonderful the world is. everything ugly and worrisome just fades away. Contentment is something that is so hard to grasp simply because its human nature to want more all the time. However, todays challenge was really hitting a nerve within me.i recognise the challenge n im willing. im learning how to break out from the many shells ive created and the emancipating of myself so as to run the race that He has purposed me to run.

its really one of those days where i feel the amazing spirit to get everything done right. the feeling of shouting out to vastness and running with the wind.for now, its the race of finishing my mechanics of material well.

partakers

am i prepared to stamp out all personal ambitions right out? am i prepared to destroy by transfiguration all my determinations?

reading this in the morning is not always the easiest to start with...however i think its just so true that giving up my dreams and my ambitions would be the only way to be completely dependent onHim. 

what happens when you try to remember countless facts for an exam that is just 21/2 hours long? you forget. i forgot so much stuff for my paper this morning. however, am ever grateful that it is over and that i can afford to put all these facts and ease the conjestion in my brain. the next 2 are pure calculations. thats the pit ill have to climb out from for the coming weeks..

im sometimes led to wonder whether you train yourself to become someone that youre not or do you really exist as the characteristics of what you are living as.. it confuses me to note that one can be trained and be something else sometimes far from what it was meant to be.how then do you know what is really the true being of yourself if everything in this time age follows a mould and that mould creates you instead. what if all the supposes became non existent and no one is really doing what they are truly made to do.

my head hurts. im going to chew on dried mangoes with dan brown.

far behind

cruising down the streets tonight brought me a different perspective to night life in singapore.im rendered speechless as i looked in all directions and realised how much ive not been aware of. what i feel i cant place to words. i dont know if im in or out or whether i should be in or out.